Dear Qistina

D'masiv - Rindu Setengah Mati

"Aku ingin engkau ada disini
menemaniku saat sepi
menemaniku saat gundah

berat hidup ini tanpa dirimu
ku hanya mencintai kamu
ku hanya memiliki kamu

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu setengah mati

meski telah lama kita tak bertemu
ku slalu memimpikan kamu
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu
aku rindu…"

Every time i heard this song, i read this lyrics..  only Allah know what happen inside me..

this words make me thinks about you, and make me down to my knees.. 

my only and mainly weakness..

nothing have change in my heart  in this few month.. just trying to stay alive..

and trying to cope and control my inner  feeling towards you with our current situations..

Ya Allah, give both of us strength, calmness, and happiness..

bless us, Ya Allah.. and protect this friendship forever.. amin...

Just for you my dear Qistina..

 I miss you.. and I love you..